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Sunday, November 29, 2009

Cheaters


I was married.  You think you felt humility... he screwed my neighbor while I was hard at work doing overtime daily!  While I was paying the bills and keeping the family intact.... but, now...I don't hate him.. I'm not even mad anymore.. its over and its okay.  The bottom line is I didnt give him sex all the time.  Um are you serious?  Last time I checked I wasn't a porn star... sure I can be Jenna Jameson just as soon as you turn into Tyrese.  So now I look back.... after the hurt is gone.... after i decided I am me... I dont want to pleasure you everyday.. is that okay????? How bout I spout this ole saying.......... "Its not you, its me".... after four years of bandaging my heart and digging into my soul I realize... it must not of been you, i kept picking the same jerks, your just a casualty of my inner war.. so now its over... and finally i am okay after four years of seperation, I am okay... Do you know I've danced with the devil? You think your the first to have crushed my heart? Oh baby I've been through it with the best of the best... I have not just danced with the devil.. I've boxed with him and those who know me know...... I fought a good fight against the devil in khakis... but..I wish you luck my "husband" and and how can I hate you when you have given me the ultimate gift... I am happy to have found me. I am finally free.

6 comments:

Robin said...

Wow and that is the ultimate gift..so glad you found you..!! it sure does take a lot of shit to find ourselves right...sometimes painful and costly, but in the end you can find Joy..! I love what you did to his car...classic.!

Adoption Of Jane Ug-LBC said...

Oh I didn't do that, I am way to afraid of Karma & Jail.. but I thunk it!

Stacie said...

That is the ultimate gift and you know what you only come out stronger!

tattytiara said...

I know the people that drive me furthest up the wall always seem to be the people that instigate the inspiration of some sort of greatness in me. It's the challenges that help us grow, eh?

injaynesworld said...

Good for you for coming to your senses and kicking his sorry ass to the curb.

And you're right. You're all the stronger for doing so.

Becca said...

Good for you for taking care of yourself! I am now following you from the Friday Follow :)

 

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